He starts tommorrow...
Today is the last day my #1 baby will be cared for solely by me..
The last day that he can be protected completely by me..
The last day that he is safe..
Its funny being torn between the degree of excitement that I feel for him, mainly due to his own excitement but also for all the amazing things I know he will learn about.... and my absolute and utter fear for him and his emotional well being...
I cant even process it anymore, I cant even think about it right now... I feel numb
*sigh*
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Have you thought to talk to someone about your worries? You may need to work through all of your experiences to feel at ease about what your kids have to experience. Its no good churning it all up inside?? Have faith in S and the system, he will have a ball!!
ReplyDeleteThanks Leigh, I have talked to people regarding and processed alot over the years.. just now the reality of school life is right in my face.. yanno? I have faith in S and in my God.. but I cant have faith in the system .. i REALLY hope the system proves me wrong though :)
ReplyDeleteI really feel like he will be ok... Love you xoxo
ReplyDeleteI know Beck.. he most likely will be ok... I just would hate for him not to be... love you too xx
ReplyDeleteps: posted today ;p